one vs. two

There are a lot of things on my mind lately.

I'll "mind write" a post in my head and by the time I get home to pick up computer the therapy of "mind writing" has taken the need away. 

Things I've been pondering:
- will my students stay this FABULOUS all year (3 weeks in, and I had to yell on Tuesday.  May have been the barometer, hormones 15 yr olds.. I apologized and they sweetly smiled and said "Don't apologize we were not listening and deserved it."  REDEEMED!

-why do people hate so deeply when they truly don't understand what they are hating? (had a blog halfway "mind written" then I read a tweet by Lisa Ling that the Florida pastor is WANTING publicity and we are giving in. So I'm praying for him and that's it. 

-is this a sinus infection or just crappy sinuses + weather

-why can't I have a basement? Will I pass my fear of "Weather" onto my kids? Why does Jared think its so weird my family calls each other every 5 minutes in a storm? We all need to make contact and make sure all are aware of the radar.  We need a phone tree.

- my grad school class is hard but COOL! I got to pick "Chick Flick DVDs" as my project collection.

-is it abnormal that Hadley puts a trashbag down on the floor, lays a baby one it, puts a diaper on the baby, covers them with another trash bag and pats them? Then uncovers them, takes diaper off and throws it away....

-Can I observe religious holidays out of respect if I am not a follower of that religion? (Tomorrow is Rosh Hashanah)

-Will #2 be a girl or a boy? Am I a bad mother for wanting a boy? I want another girl too, but I want Hadley to be my girl forever. Not ready to share our girl time.  Will other people who want this to be a boy be disappointed if it isn't? Will I punch them for not being excited?

-Why is this pregnancy 100% opposite of my first?

With Had:

Lactose intolerant

Craved: arby's roast beef, subway, sonic

no oil: would go a week without washing hair and not a single zit!

asthma got better- never touched an inhaler

started wearing maternity clothes about 5 months

crazy worried

crazy rule follower (Jared was "the enforcer")

With #2:

SICK, SICK, SICK

Craved: nothing, sometimes milk.  Can't eat too much or too little or will pay

greasy: hair oily, face broken out itcky

Pregnancy carpel tunnel

Asthma worse- breathing treatments 4x a day and doctor visits every week

already in my elastic waist pants, not panel but belly BIG (butt and boobs too)

way more relaxed (Jared too)

Does she get cutier? She gets funnier by the day!